Just yesterday, I took an IQ test along with my sister. It turns out that we have the EXACTLY the number of mistakes and correct answers. I've known her all my highschool life, we do everything together because we live in the same house. My sister's my friend, she is downright sour in the mornings, GOSH. This morning felt kind of different. She woke up by calling my name and asked me what was the brand name of an economical gel pen worth nine Philippine pesos. Isn't she a darling? Yes, she's our family's Micheal Angelo. Damn good one if you ask me.
Since we have equal IQ, I want to excel by hanging out with smarter people. For me to fit in with the brainy, I should learn how they think :)) That must be fun, trying to see why their IQ is so high. I think true intelligence is formed through relationships. Being able to adapt is another. I'd want to be like an iguana. I want to fit in and enjoy my surroundings. Mainly, the iguana changes its color to protect itself from predators. But there's more to life than just adapting, it's also about making a difference in your surrounding. A good difference, not the rebellious kind. This individuality that we were all born with, we must treasure it all our life because if you won't be you, there's no YOU to call I.
I want to be smarter. I want to expand my borders. I want to excel. I want to be prosperous for me to be able to give more to others. To increase the quality of life, my life and others.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Nay-sayers don't dream big or have crabs for BLD
Today, something miraculous happened. A total crack decided to put people down because of such a number singed unto his forehead. Withdrawing is the wisest thing to do. Nobody needs people like that. Sour pusses, who needs them, really? But in reality, people who do these wretched things --they're the ones hurting inside the most.
Pity is not the word for how I felt towards the man. It's a want to embrace the man. I just want to tell him, "There's no need to hurt any longer. Come here."
Human sadness truly is brought out from loneliness, bitterness, and fear of not receiving what you want. It's not the wants that matter, it's the needs.
=)) How dirty of me to think that such people are sexy.
No, they are not. We, humans, may naturally enjoy challenges. We cling to relationships that we feel are in danger. We hangout with people who we think won't be our friend anymore the next day. That's good in your want to preserve a relationship but the other party may think that they can manipulate you. Don't give in. Don't give up either on the relationship so easily. Manipulation is having a remote control button, you may be in control now but what's the result when you lose the remote?
The disaster of the other party discovering the truth of your intentions. Of how you cannot handle a free relationship when both sides are equal. You think you can only handle it if you have the remote control in your hands. When you do have it, you certainly don't recognize the other party as a human with feelings, a human who is a good as you. You don't see that because all you can see is the pain of losing the person you like!
You don't need remote controls or pull some strings if you have a loving and caring relationship. Just be yourself. If you think your true self is not good enough, then improve yourself. It's a matter of choice and discipline.
Pity is not the word for how I felt towards the man. It's a want to embrace the man. I just want to tell him, "There's no need to hurt any longer. Come here."
Human sadness truly is brought out from loneliness, bitterness, and fear of not receiving what you want. It's not the wants that matter, it's the needs.
=)) How dirty of me to think that such people are sexy.
No, they are not. We, humans, may naturally enjoy challenges. We cling to relationships that we feel are in danger. We hangout with people who we think won't be our friend anymore the next day. That's good in your want to preserve a relationship but the other party may think that they can manipulate you. Don't give in. Don't give up either on the relationship so easily. Manipulation is having a remote control button, you may be in control now but what's the result when you lose the remote?
The disaster of the other party discovering the truth of your intentions. Of how you cannot handle a free relationship when both sides are equal. You think you can only handle it if you have the remote control in your hands. When you do have it, you certainly don't recognize the other party as a human with feelings, a human who is a good as you. You don't see that because all you can see is the pain of losing the person you like!
You don't need remote controls or pull some strings if you have a loving and caring relationship. Just be yourself. If you think your true self is not good enough, then improve yourself. It's a matter of choice and discipline.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Sexual Perversions that you Need to know of :D
masochism
Psychosexual disorder in which an individual achieves erotic release by being subjected to pain or humiliation. The term is derived from the name of Leopold von Sacher-Masoch, a 19th-century Austrian novelist who wrote extensively about the sexual enjoyment he derived from verbal and physical abuse. The amount of pain involved can vary; it is usually sought out and to some degree controlled by the masochist. Masochistic and sadistic traits often occur in the same individual.
Sadism is pleasure derived from inflicting cruelty on another person. Richard von Krafft-Ebing coined the term in reference to the writings of the Marquis de Sade. In "Three Essays on the Theory of Sexuality" (1905d) Sigmund Freud described sadism as the active form in a pair of opposites, masochism being the passive form of the same sexual perversion.
Taken from Psychoanalysis
Knowing more of what we may face today in our battle over control can really open your eyes. It makes you say, "Glad I wasn't that guy." or "Good thing I wasn't under the girl."
Psychosexual disorder in which an individual achieves erotic release by being subjected to pain or humiliation. The term is derived from the name of Leopold von Sacher-Masoch, a 19th-century Austrian novelist who wrote extensively about the sexual enjoyment he derived from verbal and physical abuse. The amount of pain involved can vary; it is usually sought out and to some degree controlled by the masochist. Masochistic and sadistic traits often occur in the same individual.
Sadism is pleasure derived from inflicting cruelty on another person. Richard von Krafft-Ebing coined the term in reference to the writings of the Marquis de Sade. In "Three Essays on the Theory of Sexuality" (1905d) Sigmund Freud described sadism as the active form in a pair of opposites, masochism being the passive form of the same sexual perversion.
Taken from Psychoanalysis
Knowing more of what we may face today in our battle over control can really open your eyes. It makes you say, "Glad I wasn't that guy." or "Good thing I wasn't under the girl."
Jumping out of the Notebook
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My eyes look like they're having a seizure. Wow, 'The Notebook' really is a marvelous movie. The body language and the holding on to love and being at peace with yourself, and it being about what you love, what do I want in life? What do I want? What do I want to do?
Not knowing what you want must be the worst thing in thw world. Why don't I plan and push through? At least I planned them, right? Not other people's plan, I would only be happy if it were my plan, what I really want. So I need to reboost myself to be the best me I can be. Self rating for today, March 26, 2010 is 5 out of 10. 5 because I recognize that I need to be better. Life is an on-going process.
My eyes look like they're having a seizure. Wow, 'The Notebook' really is a marvelous movie. The body language and the holding on to love and being at peace with yourself, and it being about what you love, what do I want in life? What do I want? What do I want to do?
Not knowing what you want must be the worst thing in thw world. Why don't I plan and push through? At least I planned them, right? Not other people's plan, I would only be happy if it were my plan, what I really want. So I need to reboost myself to be the best me I can be. Self rating for today, March 26, 2010 is 5 out of 10. 5 because I recognize that I need to be better. Life is an on-going process.
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