Finally Unchained

I'm free.

I will no longer allow my sister to push me around. I'm not a slave toy or anything of that sort. I demand respect by expecting it and not by by pushing others to give it to me. I am a free being in this world and I'll stop trying to be someone I am not.

Just be myself.

I'm already sixteen and I'm still having an identity crisis. I should constantly ask myself, "Who am I?" and always expect changing or unchaging answers.

Accept change. Accept the self. Accept what is there.

It's funny, what I like about my sister is that she's smart, but I don't like her when she thinks she's so smart that she can push anyone around.

What I don't like about my brother is that he's fat, yet I like him for being fat because I won't be the fattest in the family.

I like my sister because she's a good talker and singer, but I hate her because she sings too loud and tries to escape or make excuses by smooth talking -- it's dispicable.

I don't like my brother because he never talks or initiates anything, but I like it because he won't end up initiating any evil plots of his own.

I like my brother because he has cute fat on his torso and abdomen, but I dislike it because he ends up being a whore when he sells his body to gain another material object that can be attained in other means.

Hehe, I don't think I can say something bad about myself because I'm suppose to look for stuff good about me because I might be the only one saying good stuff about myself.

I like my dad because he's smart and open-minded, but sometimes I don't like it because I can't understand sometimes.

I like my mom because she's fun but sometimes her fun turns out to be naughty and childish -- even I can tell and I'm her daughter.

I like my uncle because he's funny, but sometimes when he gets so into his joking around that I feel uneasy around him -- like, I ask "what am I suppose to say?"

I like my aunt 'cause she's quiet and encouraging, but sometimes, I think it's the only phase I see so it gets pretty boring.

I like my cousin because he's a musician, a smart guy, a football player and a hard worker; of course, hehe, sometimes I can't relate but hey,..

hehe, my objective isn't to pin-point other's faults but to acknowledge the faults of others and that these faults are a part of them which means that they should be respected as much as yourself.

What are my weaknesses: I suck at Filipino, Cebuano, caligraphy and...I don't read too much.

Strengths: math, laughing, focus, memory

hehe, for every weakness, there is a strength. :3

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Making a big deal out of nothing is the worst thing I can do right now

Honestly, yes, Judy's like a monster in the morning. I hate her during at mornings. She's always moody and cranky. Who would want to share a room with a freak like that? Shit. I hate her.

I would be ruining my life and hers if I decided to shut her out of my life. No, I won't shut her out of my life even though that it seems to be the best thing that might ever happen to me. I'm sick of Japanese stuff she's making me watch. Masu and Tego are not that cute. Sure, fill your head with imaginings that are temporary idols. It's super idiotic.

Why must I live with such a twit?

I'll admit that I'm no walk in the park either but I want someone who's more in touch with reality. FINE. I'll end this blog for now. F this baby up. I'm using the laptop next.