Sunday, April 18, 2010

Finally Unchained

I'm free.

I will no longer allow my sister to push me around. I'm not a slave toy or anything of that sort. I demand respect by expecting it and not by by pushing others to give it to me. I am a free being in this world and I'll stop trying to be someone I am not.

Just be myself.

I'm already sixteen and I'm still having an identity crisis. I should constantly ask myself, "Who am I?" and always expect changing or unchaging answers.

Accept change. Accept the self. Accept what is there.

It's funny, what I like about my sister is that she's smart, but I don't like her when she thinks she's so smart that she can push anyone around.

What I don't like about my brother is that he's fat, yet I like him for being fat because I won't be the fattest in the family.

I like my sister because she's a good talker and singer, but I hate her because she sings too loud and tries to escape or make excuses by smooth talking -- it's dispicable.

I don't like my brother because he never talks or initiates anything, but I like it because he won't end up initiating any evil plots of his own.

I like my brother because he has cute fat on his torso and abdomen, but I dislike it because he ends up being a whore when he sells his body to gain another material object that can be attained in other means.

Hehe, I don't think I can say something bad about myself because I'm suppose to look for stuff good about me because I might be the only one saying good stuff about myself.

I like my dad because he's smart and open-minded, but sometimes I don't like it because I can't understand sometimes.

I like my mom because she's fun but sometimes her fun turns out to be naughty and childish -- even I can tell and I'm her daughter.

I like my uncle because he's funny, but sometimes when he gets so into his joking around that I feel uneasy around him -- like, I ask "what am I suppose to say?"

I like my aunt 'cause she's quiet and encouraging, but sometimes, I think it's the only phase I see so it gets pretty boring.

I like my cousin because he's a musician, a smart guy, a football player and a hard worker; of course, hehe, sometimes I can't relate but hey,..

hehe, my objective isn't to pin-point other's faults but to acknowledge the faults of others and that these faults are a part of them which means that they should be respected as much as yourself.

What are my weaknesses: I suck at Filipino, Cebuano, caligraphy and...I don't read too much.

Strengths: math, laughing, focus, memory

hehe, for every weakness, there is a strength. :3

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